Learning to Be Alone Without Feeling Lonely
- Deborah Ann Martin
- 6 days ago
- 4 min read
Being alone used to scare me.
After my divorce, when the kids were gone and the house was quiet, I didn’t know what to do with myself. I had spent so many years living for everyone else — taking care of the kids, volunteering, running from one task to another — that I forgot who I was when it all stopped.
The silence felt heavy at first. It was a kind of loneliness I had never known.
But slowly, that same silence became my teacher. I realized that being alone wasn’t the same as being lonely. Being alone gave me the space to meet myself again.
Why We Fear Being Alone
When I look back at who I was — the woman who stayed too long in a bad marriage, the one who let people use her kindness, the one who believed lies about her worth — I see someone doing the best she could with the knowledge and strength she had at the time.
That version of me didn’t know what she knows now.
She hadn’t healed yet. She hadn’t found her voice yet. She hadn’t learned that peace was an option.
It’s easy to look back through the lens of who you’ve become and feel frustrated with who you were. But growth means recognizing that you needed to be that person in order to become this one..
We live in a world that tells us that being alone means something is wrong. We fill our schedules, our homes, and our minds to avoid it. Because when we stop, the quiet can be uncomfortable.
In the silence, all the things we’ve ignored start to whisper — our insecurities, regrets, and fears.
But here’s the truth: loneliness doesn’t come from the absence of people. It comes from the absence of connection — especially with yourself.
Once you rebuild that relationship, solitude becomes peace instead of punishment.
How My Quiet Became Sacred
When my life finally slowed down, I had to sit with myself — really sit. No distractions, no noise.
At first, I mourned the chaos. I missed the sound of my kids, the laughter, even the stress of the busy days. But over time, I found something I didn’t know I was missing — calm.
I started to enjoy doing simple things alone. Drinking coffee on the porch. Going on walks. Listening to music. Reading.
I realized that I didn’t need constant company to feel complete. I needed time to think, reflect, pray, and recharge.
That’s when loneliness turned into solitude, and solitude turned into strength.
The Difference Between Loneliness and Solitude
Loneliness says, “I’m not enough on my own.”
Solitude says, “I am whole, even in silence.”
Loneliness drains you. Solitude restores you.
One feeds emptiness; the other feeds peace.
Learning to enjoy your own company is one of the greatest acts of self-love you can practice. Because when you like who you are, being alone isn’t scary — it’s sacred.
What Helped Me Learn to Be Alone
I created small routines. Morning coffee, quiet reading, evening journaling.
I talked to God more. Prayer filled the silence with purpose.
I did one fun thing for me each week. It reminded me that joy didn’t require company.
I learned to listen to my own thoughts. Not all of them were kind, but they taught me where healing was needed.
I stopped apologizing for rest. Being still became an act of strength.
The more time I spent alone, the more I realized I actually liked who I was becoming.
What You Can Try Today
Take yourself on a “me date”, coffee, movie, or a walk.
Turn off your phone for an hour and just be.
Write about what being alone brings up for you — fear, peace, or something in between.
Create a small evening ritual that’s just for you.
Spend time in nature and notice how stillness feels.
Talk to God about your loneliness and ask Him to fill it with His presence.
Redecorate a space to reflect you, not just the people you live with.
Cook your favorite meal just for yourself.
Read or listen to something uplifting before bed.
Thank yourself for showing up for you today.
The Gift of Solitude
You don’t have to be surrounded by people to feel loved. You don’t need constant activity to feel alive.
Sometimes, the most powerful growth happens when it’s just you and God, no noise, no masks, no distractions.
Alone time gives you the chance to hear your own heart, to reset, and to find joy that isn’t dependent on anyone else.
And when you can sit in your own company and feel peace instead of pain, that’s when you know you’ve truly become your own best friend.
Support on Your Journey
If you’d like connection and encouragement, I invite you to become part of the survivinglifelessons community groups where we share openly, support one another, and walk this journey together. You don’t have to do this alone.
Also, if you ever need someone to talk with —just a friendly ear, not a counselor —check out our Neighbor Chat service. This is a place where people listen, share, and connect about whatever topic is on your mind every day. Because sometimes all you need is to simply be heard.
So here’s to you—the person showing up for themselves, step by step. Here’s to the friend you are becoming to yourself. The journey won’t always be easy. But it will always be worth it. And I’ll be cheering you on every step of the way.
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